I’m back

It is my birthday today. I am turning 49. That means the big 50 is just one year away. 

This doesn’t bother me. I really don’t mind turning 50. It’s just a number anyway. But here’s the deal…I have not been a good place and that is about to change. 

Starting tomorrow, October 1, I am getting back on that damn healthy wagon that I jumped off of a couple years ago. I am getting back the body I am proud of, not ashamed of and always wanting to hide. I need to be healthy again. I actually don’t care what my weight is. Well, that’s not true. I do. But I am not focusing on a number this time. I am focusing on how I feel. 

At one point in my life, I had lost 60 pounds. I know I can do it. I know I can eat healthy. I know I can have a good mindset. I know I can get there again. This is something I need to do for me. I need to feel good again. 

I want to feel like I did in the pictures below from 2015.

I don’t want to feel like what I am feeling in this picture, which was very recent.

So, here’s the plan. 

Starting tomorrow, October 1, I am back to blogging again. Although, do people really blog anymore? Well, I guess I am. Not sure if I will blog every single day, although for now, that is goal. I want to blog the foods I am eating, how I am feeling and what kind of movement/exercise I have done for the day. 

I will try to keep things brief, although if you have ever followed me before, you know that is super hard for me to do. 

So, here’s to THE ROAD TO 50!